I Rather be home alone then to be amongst lying.backstabbing hurtful.self righteous.people cus they just spit your love & kindness out and make it thier mission to pull out your negatives and or trigger your doubts by chipping away at your beliefs or bringing u your past to pour salt in your wounds that arent fully closed.

 That crowd will chew you up right there and all along say those words i love you..i care..then litterally walk away and go run you in the ground ..gossip and backbiting is the worlds new chicken shit way of acting like they are strong…i personally feel sorry for these people because i personally know what its like to walk with my head up and be scared stupid….

  None of us are exept from our own demons and voices trying to spit doubt and fear..It is a daily fight to choose and hope you made the right choice and choosing to stay positive in a world that is killing itself and each others each one fighting for thier own beliefs. Sad thing is none of us are right all the time or wrong all the time.

 Decisions are made with out true thought .Opinions are formed from past experiences and fears. 

 Staying focussed on yourself when others seek you out for thier personal gain usually leave you the same way they showed up…

 Staying focussed on yourself is not a pass to be cruel to others.

Doing you does not mean you are untouchable or excused from lifes challenges. It is not a pass to completely shut down the world around you because truth is in order to grow you cannot hide from the world… Truth is Life is always teaching us something…Either we are growing or we are like a mouse on awheel.. Spinning but never growing ..moving but never changing.

 Being Aware of who you are and want to be is the flickering light to keep hope burning..Hopeful that one day by Not giving up yet always willing to fall or be vulerable will keep us grounded in humility and not being drowned in the negativity and hate .  

  Its like some of us are litterally the life jacket that assist some to the shore only to have them stab your life jacket.(bust your bubble) to keep you from achieving your goals or just pure hate and jealousy.. But their ignorance is Im not gonna help another unless I myself am a strong swimmer.

 For the enemy runs rampid in sheeps clothing hoping to bring you down . The enemy is always seeking a way in so they can over throw you…

  Your wear your armor knowing it is to help protect you but it does not guarentee you are invits easy to assume you are shielded with your warrior attire and even warrior spirit…but you will always be HUMAN. And there fore Always flawed…at least until each new lesson is brought up and each is learnt.. 

  BEING AND STAYING HUMBLE 

I BELIEVE IS WHAT KEEPS YOU GROUNDED.

 Each and everyone of us have a form of currency in what we know have experience . Each one. May be a master at something but if you cannot share that skill doubt will start to grow just up out of no were like weeds do. Those weeds can choke out even the strongest.

  Finding your destination so you can shine your currency is very tricky stuff..The competion and mans competetive nature keeps wars funded. For everyone one has something they will die for. Even if its just himself.
 The biggest lesson I have learned thus this far…Is I HAVE to trust and believe in my self and the things I believe in ..so much. I must be willing to die for what I believe . Thats where my strength is… Its not in numbers. Its in FAITH