Are you Following others straight to the fine line of ‘HELL’ ( what ever ‘hell’ is to you)
Should we stop trying to love those misguided souls..should we all turn our eyes away from crime we see? Seriously if we stop caring what does that say about ourselves? Being nosy is one thing..but stepping up and saying NOT ON MY WATCH…is different….so should we all just let the criminals do what they want..because we fear retaliation? Is there a such thing as I CARE. EVEN WHEN NO ONE ELSE IS LOOKING?
IF I LISTEN TO THE MANY PEOPLE SAY ..OH THEY HAD IT COMING MENTALITY..THEN I GUESS WHEN SHIT HAPPENS TO YOU .I SHOULD THINK ..OH YOU HAD IT COMING?.
THIS WORLD IS SO TWO FACED…AND ITS TIME WE MAKE A DECISSION NOW…YOU EITHER CARE OR YOU DONT …HOT OR COLD….CONFUSING IS THE MASTER THAT PLAGUES THIS WORLD BETWEEN RIGHT AND WRONG….TRUTHFULLY IF IT WAS NOT IN MY CORE .MY SOUL ..I TOO WOULD THROW IN THE TOWEL AND SAY WHY BOTHER…WHY CARE..OR JUST PLAIN ..SORRY LADIES ….FUCK IT!!!…….
Your comments make total sense. Life is,a teeter totter game. It just isn’t fair either way and its,a balancing act that in my own opinion takes time to practice ,and we don’t always get it right the first,second or several times even. After I personally feel it have exhausted what I can do ,I have to ask my higher power,God to take it over. I tried to do what he wanted ,but was unable to solve everything. Because I’m not perfect , that’s why he suffered and died on that cross & Rose again to help me in those times I need it. Sure I get ticked off at times, and severely depressed ,angry,just darn right frustrated at things that are going on around me. But I personally am figuring out the older and less strength I hv in my body & soul I can’t solve what I use to when I was younger and it ticks me off. At the end of the day,as I lay my head to rest ,I hv to know I did the best for THAT PARTICULAR DAY! Maybe another day I’ll hv more energy to try it again. The sun will always rise & set each day no matter what I can or can’t do.! You have a great day Tammy,I have seen your great weather warnings ,& hv seen it on the news ,your area is really getting hit with some strong weather. Is this,a,normal weather pattern for your area? Today (thur) we are due to get into the upper 60’s. That’s great for MN. This weekend 70’s. But next week down to 40’s again.<weather seems to be a major factor in my own day to day life & how I feel > They say it’s the weather belt from the South Dakota bad lands where the winds make it difficult in areas in MN. I hv only heard that from weather reporters. Never studied it myself. It does seem in the middle of MN where I live we hv totally different weather patterns then the upper & lower parts of MN. OK, if I keep texting I’ll hv to hire a texting editor. Lol hv a great day. 🤗❣💝😉 comments make total sense. Life is,a teeter totter game. It just isn’t fair either way and its,a balancing act that in my own opinion takes time to practice ,and we don’t always get it right the first,second or several times even. After I personally feel it have exhausted what I can do ,I have to ask my higher power,God to take it over. I tried to do what he wanted ,but was unable to solve everything. Because I’m not perfect , that’s why he suffered and died on that cross & Rose again to help me in those times I need it. Sure I get ticked off at times, and severely depressed ,angry,just darn right frustrated at things that are going on around me. But I personally am figuring out the older and less strength I hv in my body & soul I can’t solve what I use to when I was younger and it ticks me off. At the end of the day,as I lay my head to rest ,I hv to know I did the best for THAT PARTICULAR DAY! Maybe another day I’ll hv more energy to try it again. The sun will always rise & set each day no matter what I can or can’t do.! You have a great day Tammy,I have seen your great weather warnings ,& hv seen it on the news ,your area is really getting hit with some strong weather. Is this,a,normal weather pattern for your area? Today (thur) we are due to get into the upper 60’s. That’s great for MN. This weekend 70’s. But next week down to 40’s again.<weather seems to be a major factor in my own day to day life & how I feel > They say it’s the weather belt from the South Dakota bad lands where the winds make it difficult in areas in MN. I hv only heard that from weather reporters. Never studied it myself. It does seem in the middle of MN where I live we hv totally different weather patterns then the upper & lower parts of MN. OK, if I keep texting I’ll hv to hire a texting editor. Lol hv a great day. 🤗❣💝😉
Thank you for answering Beth Kurz and being down right honest and open .You give me hope that Im not alone..I have been just litterally spun in so many directions..I cant keep up..Im serious..to be honest I am in need of a counselor…between my health .pain.close calls ..and loosing friend after friend..and being more and more secluded.and seriously I do not trust anyone…more now then ever..I HAVE SEEN AND HEARD THINGS THAT ARE MIND BLOWING…AND FROM ALL WALKS OF LIFE .NO COLOR .RELIGION.
FAMILY. FRIENDS .STRANGERS..HATE AND MORE HATE AND MORE LITTERAL I DONT GIVE A FLIP ATTITUDE..YET OUT THE SAME MOUTH SAY OH HEY IM ON YOUR SIDE AND LITTERALLY STAB ME IN THE BACK WITH HATE. ALL SUGAR COATED…I FEELIM EITHER FLIPPING CRAZY OR THE WORLD AROUND ME IS DRIVING ME IN A HOLE THAT ONE DAY I MAY NEVER VENTURE OUT OF……AND YES THE WEATHER HAS BEEN JUST AS CRAZY..DEAR GOD I WANNA TRUST PEOPLE .LOVE PEOPLE .BE OPEN AND HONEST AND VULNERABLE…BUT FIR EVERY ONE PERSON THERE ARE 3 MORE SO DERN BACKSTABBING .LIEING AND THE WORLD OR SIMIALAR FRIENDS EAT THIER BULL SHIT UP..AND SUPPORT THEM ..YET I WATCH AND KNIW FIR A FACT THEY ARE LIVING A DAMN LIE..OR LOOK I HATE JUDGING BUT ITS SO OBVIOUS IT EATS ME ALIVE..AND I DONT WANT TO SAY ANYTHING NEGATIVE..ITS NONE OF MY BUISNESS. BUT WHEN YOU HAVE SAY A CHRISTIAN ..A FAMILY MEMBER OR A BEST FRIEND …LIE TO YOU HIW MANY PEOPLE DO YOU DELETE FROM YOUR LIFE TIL YOUR LEFT WITH NOTHING BUT AQUAINTANCES….SHIT IM THINKING IT MUST BE ME ..WHY DO I EVEN CARE…THEN I CAN ANSWER THAT REAL SIMPLE AND QUICK..BUT THEN I LITTERALKY SEE THE MIRACLES IN MY LIFE..THAT CANNIT BE IGNORED ..SO HOW CAN I HATE …I HATE THE ACTIONS BUT NOT THE PERSON..INFORMATION OVERLOAD ALSO…THEY DO IT WITH PRODUCTS AND NEWS AND I INGREDIENTS…YOU TELL SOMEONE YOU EAT OR DRINK SUCH AND SUCH AND EMEDIATELY …OH NOOOO THATS HORRIBLE…..OH YEA…JESUS CHRIST..IM SHOCKED WE ARE ALL NOT DEAD…I MEAN SOMETIMES WE ALL MEAN WELL WHEN TRYING TO HELP SOMEONE..BUT I REALLY AM STARTING TO BELIEVE …..THANK GOD IM ALONE…BECAUSE IF YOU DONT ..PARTY EVERYDAY OR. LITTERALLY TALK SPIRITUAL OR REPEAT THE BIBLES EVERY WORD..OR GOSSIP TO TEAR DOWN SO AND SO..OR COMPARE MONEY OR NO MONEY..WHAT THE HELL DO YOU TALK ABOUT…….WHAT EVERS ON YOUR MIND I GUESS…BUT MOST PEOPLE JUST TALK ABOUT WHAT THIER DOING OR GONNA DO ..BUT NOT HOW THEY REALLY FEEL ..I MEAN REALLY …WHAT IS IT YOU FEEL IS TABOO UNLESS ITS HATE….HATE THIS HATE THAT…I DONT KNIW ABOUT YOU ..BUT I HATE LIVING IN PAIN.I HATE DEALING WITH BOOHOO BABIES THAT START TROUBLE EVERYWHERE THEY GO BY RUNNING THIER MOUTH STARTED TROUBLE .THEN ACT LIKE THEY SO DAMN INNOCENT…I HATE PEOPLE THAT ARE SOOOOO SURE OF THEMSELVES YET ARE DRUG ADDICTS ALCOHOLICS .NARCICIST.OR RICH AND AINT NEVER HAD THUER HANDS DIRTY….I HATE TWO FACE .FAKE ASS PEOPLE WHO SCREWED THIER WAY IN OR TO THE THE TOP…I HATE PEOPLE WHO SWEAR THIER RACIST UP TIL THAT RACE WALKS UP AND THEY BEST BUDS….I HATE NO IT ALL DOCTORS WHO KNIW IT ALL YET COUKDNT DIAGNOSE AN AUTO IMUNE DISORDER BECAUSE THEY KNOW SO DAMN MUCH THEY DONT EVEN READ YOUR FILE….I HATE PEOPLE WHO HAVE ALWAYS ALWAYS HAD THIER PATENTS TO FALL BACK ON YET JUDGE OTHERS THAT STRUGGLE ….MY GOD I COULD WRITE AN ENTIRE ENCYCLOPIDIA ON HATE..AS WELL AS LOVE…….BUT MY POINT IS …SO VERY VERY FEW PEOPLE ARE HONEST…THIER SO AFFRAID OF BEING LABELED…..OR DISLIKED OR KUCKED OUT OF THE CLUB OR LITTERALLY .STALKED .
BULLIED ECT…..SO I SAY FUCK IT ALL…..THE ONE THIBG I CAN TRULY SAY IS .IM HONEST…IF YOU PISS ME OFF ..TRUST ME YOU WILL KNOW..BUT IF YOUR TRYING TO PISS ME OFF AND YOU MEANT TO YOU ATE JUST TRYING TO HURT ME…YOUR JUST TRYING TO MAKE ME ON YOUR LEVEL OF FEELINGS ..SO THEN ILL DANCE WITH YOU…I WILL SHOW YOU EXSACTLY HOW IT FEELS .BECAUSE THAT KIND OF PERSON IS PROFESSIONAL AT BLOCKING OUT THINGS UNTIL THEY ARE ALONE….THEN MOST THAT I HAVE MET .THAT ARE SOO GOOD AT BEING PROFESSIONAL LIARS AND NEVER E PISING THEMSELVES TO THE TRUTH OF HOW THEY FEEL ….WELLL. THATS WHERE ADDICTIONS LIE….AND INSTEAD OF GETTING HONEST WITH YOUR FEELINGS YOU BEGAN TO ACTUALLY FEEL ..AND OH NO …THAT WOULD RUIN THE FACADE… OH NO YOUR WEAK…OH NO..YOU ATENT PETFECT U DONT HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS…OH SHIT YOU ARE AFRAID EVERYONES GONNA LEAVE YOU ……GUESS WHAT ….THEY DO…..YES THEY DO…BECAUSE THEY ARE TRYING TO HIDE OR SHALL I SAY STUFF ANOTHER SKELETON IN THIER CLOSET……..
SO YEA….I CAN HONESTLY SAY I NEED A GOOD COUNSELOR.. AND YEA IF THEY ACTUALLY HEAR WHY ….LOL LIKE MY LAST ONE SAID TO ME…DEAR GOD TAMMY YOU NEED TO GO TO SCHOOL AND TAKE MY JOB….
SO WHATS THE POINT IF ALL THIS REALLY …..
THE POINT IS BY GOD WE ARE ALL HUMANS AND WE ARE NIT PUZZLE PEICES NEEDING TO BE PERFECTLY FITTED….WE NEED TO SELF EXAMINE OURSELVES…..EVEN IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HATE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING …..THATS NORMAL……WHATS NOT NORMAL IS WANTING TO BE ACCEPTED SOOOOO DAMN BAD BY THOSE YOU LOVE OR ADMIRE SOOOO MUCH …BECAUSE YOU THINK THEY HAVE IT BETTER THEN YOU……..WAKE THE FLIP UP……THEY HAVE THEIR OWN LEVEL OF PROBLEMS .HURTS .DISAPOINTMENTS…THAT FRANKLY ..I BELIEVE IF TBEY TOLD YOU THE DOWNSIDE OF THIER RIGHTEOUSNESS….YOUD THANK GOD FOR THE ONES OF YOUR OWN…..
I DONT UNDERSTAND NOR PRETEND TO UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING..BUT I AM CURIOUS..I LOVE TO SEE THE OTHER SIDE OF THE COIN….BUT IT DOESNT MEAN I WANT TO BE ANYBODY ELSE …BUT …ME…..ALL MY FLAWS SO CALLED FLAWS..SERIOUS FLAWS…AT THE END OF THE DAY..DEAR GOD ..THANKYOU …REALLY REALLY THANKYOU…FOR MY LIFE AND FOR LETTING ME EXPERIENCE SO MUCH ..FOR GIVING ME A BRAIN TO THINK WITH..AND FOR THE LINK OF TIME HERE ON EARTH…AND FORGIVE ME LORD FOR NOT BEING OR FEELING WORTHY…AND FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING A CLASS ACT TO FOLLOW. NOR BEING OR FEELING GRATEFUL EVERYDAY…BECAUSE I WASN’T..BUT IM SO THANKFUL I CAN SAY THAT AND FEEL THAT AND KNOW THAT …ITS OK
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