I GOT THROUGH MY TREADMILL EXERCISE EVEN GOT IN 20 MIN MORE VERY SLOW , i GUESS BECAUSE OF DIFFERENT SHOES OOPS CAPS DERN IT ,, SORRY ,,i also realised wearing ankle socks was cutting off the circulation as my ankles would swell,, good thinking whammy,,,
so I decided to rush out and watch my gson play ball ,, Im very upset the treatment I recieved over and over ,, about left as soon as i got there,
I called my daughter several times to see what time the game was , finally after i got there i got a response , and said I was already there, I was not greeted by coreys family like all the rest of their clan , , I blew it off walked away because as sson as my daughter arrived she seems up set i am there and early at that ,, no this aint in my head , , she walked away her and the baby, I tried to make mall talk always avoiding any conversation with my opinion , because in that crowd Im dismissed as a nobody ,, DOn’t really care i only go to the functions for my grandkids anyways and or to help my daughter any way i can ,,
later I walked over to the other side where the parents of the team were sitting to help cheer on the team ,, ah This I know im good at , and usually the kids get a big kick out of it ,, Yet the only one that completely ignored me was my gson ,, his cousin spoke and was being silly like always , I just blew it off his dad was helping coach .. WHat had got me it was late and the parents in the stand and my self were encouraging the kids its close to the game to be over and you could tell they were tired,, its now after dark the score is pretty much tied back and forth. The next inning was called short all the kids were really ready for it to be over with ,, I’m hollering look alive others are yelling you got this keep eye on the ball etcetera,, I holler because i know i can be heard to out field , look alive guys wakey wakey ,, act like its the beginning and not the end , things like this ,, next thing i know i’m yelled at by my son in law ,, we don’t need no more coaches ,,, hold up i’m a fan not a coach , i’m a parent , and wow was the looks and stares unbearable , a couple of them laughed ,, yes i was shamed ,, all the sudden my youngest grandson grabs me by the leg , awe perfect timing , i walked away with him after a few moments of me introducing him to the couple lil kids there ,, He finally wanted to go play ,, Now here’s the other kicker ,, when the kids friends ie call them their other grandparents that flood them with gifts and affection , i don’t dare because i am told no and what and when to do and where we can go and how far and most things i’ve ever bought were trashed or literally junked ,, and grant it very expensive things i wont get into , I just right it off , but as this couple walks up while the baby and i were playing off he goes to be with them leaving me there at the play area.. but when they are tired he is sent over to me ,, I don’t know about you all , but its the little things that count either good or bad , and the disrespect has been happening all over again ,,, I’ve been blamed for them not having enough tables for bday party because my daughter loaned me one to paint on a long time ago and i personally had no idea , after all they used a door on stand , so i’m very confused there because no one ever said anything ,,, I work my ass off to help and i yes use up all my meds so i can , ad all for what ,, to be told to go home two days ago when i stopped by to hang out and hopefully conversate with my daughter just her and i and of course the baby ,, no instead their friend has my grandson down the road and she in a foul mood ,, i asked if she minded i lay by the pool a few moments , her knowing i cant be in son too long because of this rash i have been having ,,so i peacefully blessed her , and left .
I had taken quite a few of my paint things i assumed she needed for her bathroom make over like my lrg paint basket clamp light and plastic unused ,, but when I asked where it was i don’t fucking know was the answer i got ,,
the disrespect is back again , and over my dead body am i gonna sit there and take it from any of them ,, like my gson dropping his drawers and telling me to kiss his ass,, when i ask his parents to deal with it ,,i’m the bad guy ,,i’m told just leave him the fuck alone ,,, ok ,,so i don’t know about the rest of this word , but with the hate and disrespect running rampant at this age ,,Please God take me as far away as possible ,, before i snap and slap the literal crap out of someone ,
Between others younger then i getting to do say reject my grndsons and are always at their house because their kids are gay and will never have kids ,oh and they are their party buddies well they got mine ,, and i’m second fiddle ..
Ima fight broke out well not fight but argument between teams and the umps and coaches and the lady that runs it , they are ranting and raving as if this game was life or death ,, it made me sick ,, i turned and walked off and turned my head and said out loud ,,,q way to go parents what a great example your teaching these tired and confused kids ,, the other side , the one doing all the main fussing , was like ma’am ma’am its the principles ,,,, guess what i kept shaking my head and said yea another bad example to children ,, and drove home ,, im thinking from now on im will watch from a very far distance with binoculars ,,,
my gosh they are only 7 and 8 years old and you wander why they cant control themselves , or fear so much ,,,because parents are becoming bullies again.
Teach a child the way he should go let him make his mistakes but by example he will know when you are not around ….
yea that was back in the day ,,, now its all about me ,, me , me , me , iIll take being shamed by you now but when no one else is around i will correct your behavior ,, after all its about you and i right , and if you bring a gang to the fight you just proved to me you know you were in the wrong ,, and if you turn it on me , another clue is YOU KNOW YOU ARE WRONG , BUT YOUR HEAD IS SO FAR UP YOUR ASS YOU WONT SEE THE WORLD AROUND YOU NOR YOUR OWN HOME COLLAPSE ,,, OH AND IT WILL ,,, IN TIME IT WILL